kill me

it really hurts.

yes it does.

cyber can really be damn hurting.

words are different from what one says face to face.

my heads killing me.

im drained out by all de emotions thrown to me.

i feel like breakin down.

but ive to keep on being strong.

but if anything were to happen,

i have no one to blame but myself.

for once i was not even a fren to de person i truly love.

im tryin my best. nope. i had enough of trying..

i want to change.

n if its true wad dey say about action speaks louder den word

im goin to prove to you

what nisa say is true.

change for de better n hopefully to get de one i want back.

i had enough of crying and sulking.

you know wad nisa?

you deserve this.

like one say

"if youre my bf right, i'll already slap your face you know"

so y didnt he?

i think it'l complete my suffering.

-_-'

so thank god for me, he dont touch a girl.

so bottom line is,

im truly sorry.

im changing n i hope youre still gonna be dere for me.

i still love you you know.

n wherever you are right now,

i hope everythings goin well for you.

please dont forget your meal.

till den, i miss you very much bacin!

menangis hati ku

menangis.

kill me