pool

met up with dearset ling n zyma syg for pool @ lucky plaza. nyups. de same place! =\ well, both of them brought a guy n i was alone. ok everyone say AWWWWW!! hehe.. aisey, my frens are working lar.. hmm.. nvrm. well, people enjoy de pics ya!

it was a very short outing n we didn't really get to talk much. ok next time, we are gonna sit our butts down @ starbucks n chill n talk ok! meEt up soon girls! nisa love you like always!

nk jumpe orang boleh?

heE.

chefs chefs chefs

went out with cliques minus 2. so it was just us 4 girls. crapping and laughing as usual. making fun of others. sayin hi to boys?? haha! getting to know diana in real depth is a bit scary! haha!

was hunting down for a halloweEn costume for friday's event. hunt @ masquerades (or sth lydat la) @ bugis. had fun in shop. everyone was goin to be skimpy! heE. n everyone in de shop seEms to be heading down to zouk on dat day. event de uncle! haha. not really sure if im goin. gosh im missing out on de fun! damn! =\ nvrm. im just 18. still have a long way b4 i reach an old age. heE.

kfcED after dat n shortly walk around bugis streEt. got my socks n a dress. yups, my closet is out of clothes to wear. a big nono you know. aisey. was heading back to mrt, pass by fox n i finally found my WHITE PLAIN HOODIE!! omg! fell in love with it, n duh, bought it. so on de eve of pay day, i can tell you now dat im goin to be broke for a month. geEs.... bought chewy junior n headed home! =))

PJ, diana n eileEn! love you girls lots! thx for de day. huggeis!!

was suppose to be 4lowing PJ n kat 2 bugis but ended up woking up late. so have to just say sayonara to it la kn... aisey. sorry..=\

can't wait for next wednesday! like finally meEtin darling ling n dearest zyma!we goin outs! yeah yeah!! lalala

i like to countdown how long can a guy keEp their words. especially when dey say dat dey not want to contact me anymore! heE. dd had beEn sayin that like all de time. but it takes less den 3days for him to call me back. fairul on de other hand takes less den a day. opPS less then 24hours! haha. you guys are crap! heehehehe..

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I’d be a better man.

I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he’s taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it’s broken

So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone

I’d put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she’d be faithful

Waitin’ for me to come home

It’s a little too late for you to come back

Say its just a mistake

Think I’d forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong


But you’re just a boy

You don’t understand

Yeah you don’t understand

How it feels to love a girl someday

You wish you were a better man

You don’t listen to her

You don’t care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you’ve taken her for granted

And everything you have got destroyed

But you’re just a boy

~beyonce knowles

chef's are plain idiotic morons!

lalalala..=))

cukop tk cukop

dis will be a very random post. watch cukop tk cukop on suria just now. they were talkin about relationship and stuff. so dere was an email on this guy wantin to marry a girl who's qualification is much higher den him. so de responds from this mp was that a study was done. and those marriage who the guy have a lower qualification from de girl, tends to stay stronger and divorce rates are lower.


so amcm now? zyma how?

guys

i'm really scared to take that first step.

have seEn many getTin hurt by de thins dat you guys do.

de promise, de words.

we trusted you and yet you guys go on n play with us.

what do you get from hurting us?

is de thrill fun?

what do we girls have done to you,

that you have to just make us cry and cry.

were weak, i'm sure you know that.

why do you guys not hold us when were weak?

rather, you guys step on our heads?

what did we ever had done to you?

all we have done was to love you and be dere for you..

is that a crime?

ive gone through so much.

so much, it'll kill me if i would ever get de pain again.

i hope you understand.

n if really you are being sincere and geniune,

prove to me that you're diffrent.

prove to me that you're not that guy in my nightmares.

it'll be a challenge bcus my mindset on guys are straight.

i do want you to prove me wrong.

ouh please do..

i'm really sorRy if i'm gonna hurt you boy.

top priority; meEt you

and look through your hP.

kitty kat's open house

just got home from kat's place. she had an open house. soyeah. cliques and i went dere to had our lunch.=)) let's just let de pic from my cam do de talking ok? heE.

just ignore de fact that the all our face look damn tired. its either we had too little sleEp or too much sleep! haha! shall post more pics as soon as i get from dem. n ya ppl. you can just head to my photobucket. n yes, laugh all you want on my old pics. heE. -_-'

ok side tract, if opposite really attracts, no wonder i like bad boys. haha! im a nono with good guys like jack. but i will get really happy when im with bad boys. opZ. susa nie ekh? aisey. n syed abdullah, i dont really get turn on with big built guys. it just so happen dat my ex, muhammad fadhil, is big. dats just ONE! aisey. you ar. heE.

i don't know if i'm supPose to bE

feElin this way.

somEone pleasE teLl me..

fairul

1 weEk of school is finally over! haha. just one weEk. how nice? aisey.

lets just do a quick recap what happEn ya. went out with cliques minus 1 to watch house bunny! haha. hilarious. bimbo! neoprints were taken too. haha! ya. neo prints. will upload it once some kind souls pass me. heE.

ystd zyma syg waited 4 me for 2 hours! syg kw! haha. trained down to bedok. got my pp8 card. ate and home.

haha.

currently chatting with fairul. his alike with dd except abit more extreme. in de sense of his past. past aside, his a nice guy. his my counsellor now. anyak bobual ar you. stop it ekh. heE. i dono la. let's just take it slow. wheE.. de thin about him where i'm smiles is he saw me at one of my worst days. as in nothin on my face n de clothes i'm goin to fall asleEp with. heE.

ouh zyma, jumpe jgk tau aku dgn die smlm. HAHA!

does love at first sight

really exist?

hmmm..

school reopen

school had reopenED.

meEtin cliques, gossiping, laughin n havin fun are totally loveS!

timetable are crap! its ending later den usual. not much breaks.

lets just take tuesday. 2moro i start school at 12 n ends at 6. usual you say?well, i have lesson all de way with NO breaks in between! ouh gosh. craps!

everythin is all jam pack! gosh.

well, i think that's de only thing i hate about my timetable. heE.

i feEl like closing my ear when people tell me about how hard research & statistics is. i'm just really2 am afraid of dat module. looking froward on improving my adult nursing. uhh.. please help. heE.

can't i just have fun? -_-'

i despise you for that face you made.

ouh girl, please behave

your AGE.

ustzh cucu

had religious class in the morning. ustzh brought her 2grandchild n i swear dey are super kiut la! heE. lets just let de pics do de talking ya.

dis greEn guy here went up to my room n quickly grab n elmo. if de smallest elmo tkper.. nie, he took de biggest one. since it was bigger den him, he drag my poor lil elmo down. n he tear out de plastic cover. boo! how nice! -_-'

in de LATE afternoOn headed down to andak's house. had a very spicy bryini. n i mean! very spicy! i swear! haa..

we look around de album. i bump over alot of old photos. n i swear i wanted to post about it. but im afraid everyone will start screamin. so no thank you. just bump over dis. n ada, your mom totallylook like my mom seh. haha! both minah! heE.

n dis is my late grandmother with my grandfather. n yups. i do miss her. =((

dis is de little aqid-o. so innocent.0_o

@ bibik's house. she serve us nacho. cool per?heE.

home after that! i'm really eyeing on my samsung omnia so closely. i really one this badly la. heE. tomorrow is de beginning of year2 sem 2! geE! like fast like that cn?? i dont like!

i did'nt get de invitation to go to HER house.

can i please dont go?

i know my cousins will love to be in MY position.

heE.

kenduri ,cinta

yesterday went to school for some meEting on de big open house @ nyp that school will be havin next year. my poly my choice?? err.. ohhhkaeee......... heE.

de whole cliques were dere except for pj. n pj girl, you should have just came. cause it dosen't matter. heE. de talk was all about customer service, marketing n bla3. is as though ur takin a business course.=\ but it was damn fun. wasn't as boring as expected. with cliques and having people you can wash your eyes on, it was thumbs up! heE. ouhouh.. my long lost yesika monditalia ali was dere 2! whee! sukerrr!! she's one of de few year1 kids dere. n n, shes yr1 and shes a leader. lawan taukeh nmpk? haha. nvrm de fact dat i'm "working" for you. -_-' so glad i can spent more time with you. heE!

had a family gathering to pray for my late uncle in de evening. was fun to get back together with my cousins n catch up with things. they say there's a hikmah behind everything ryt? now my cousins are closer! n i really like that. =)) camera died on me. boO. but thank god dat dere was such things as camera phones. soyups. camwhored! love! shall upload later..

atok's staying over at my house. n i super love it! heE. it had beEn sucha long time since he slept here. so feEl gr8 his here! =)) i just hope my uncle let him stay over for some time. heE.

ling woke me up 2day! but its ok. it was quite late already. heE. talk to her 4 awhile. get back into life. love you tau beb! haha.

was having lunch when dd called to meEt up at tamp. he did'nt ask. he was just like, you keEp quiet n meEt me quick can. erR?? okaa.. ouh well, his nephew was dere, cinta nur fitriyana to be exact. shes super duper cute la! omg! she was just smiling all de way n keEp on insisting dat she neEds to be carRied. her eyelashes was so beautiful la! heE. did'nt manage to get a pic of her cause either shes to hype about somethin else or she loves de fone n want to grab it. shEesh..trip was short cause dd neEds to send her back to her home. it was all about her 2day. me n dd just didi'nt talk. haha! ouhyupz! n cincin syg! hapPy first birthday! sayang kw! soyups, home swEet home!

why is it so difficult

for you to tell me

de truth?

syasya gift

meT up with idiotic rhoma 2day.

planNed with him last night when i was half dead. soya. when i woke up, check my sent items, den i realise i was to mit him 2day.haha.

was suppose to meEt at 2plus. but ended up meT him at 3.45pm! geE. thx yer.. -_-' went around TM to look for syasya's bdae gift. aww.. she loves butterfly too. heE. but i guess walking around with rhoma was a killer for me! walk around n around n he can't even find one nice one! it made me so sick n tired dat i felt like puking when i saw a butterfly! geE. n ling, he is so much worse den me. so i think you can thank god dat you were not dere. gosh its dat bad. =\ so finally manage to find one at helen just because it had a cushion2 box! gosh!

printed some pics and then FINALY went to starbucks for my caramel blend! chilLed 4 awhile n get back into our lifes b4 headin for home sweEt home.

hope she like de necklace HE choose. i choose another and he did'nt wanna 4low a girl's instinct. guys ego! eehehehe..

i can't be a girly-girl.

just cannot!

heE

hari rayer 2

HAri raYer #02

orangey bebeh..

beloved momy N i=))

siblings

dearest Aqid-0

yes baby, aunty love you!

dis oLd baby of mine never fail to move around. n btw, she rebonded her hair too.-_-'

adawiyah swEeTs

F.Razy with small spects. thx to us. heE.

i'm de 2nd eldest, yet i'm de 2nd shortest.=\



everyone was moving, n pic was shaking cause everyone was laughing at aqid. as you can see, he prefers F1 rather den taking a pic. uncle jojo! do de robot dance! haha.

family pic of de day.



had long to talk to her; kak ana


arman's favourite pic of de day


there's no one at home so we decided to play with de self-timer mode.

n dis is what you get.

crazy!

i pity this nenek, she's surrounded by crazy kids. heE.

my bros are learning how to camwhore.

gdgd..

orange drink. heE.

with tok.

family plus mak's fam.

@ aDa's home, sadly she was'nt around.

n yes, my loves are butterfly. <3

it came to de point dat

everything you say

is a LIE to me