forgetting him

weekends are over and a bright new week 13 awaits me. bright? yar right! hah! niwaes, last saturday, i met up with dis guy, Jack. his a year older den me. i just got to know him last monday, and he ask me out. aftr considering and making sure i dont look cheap, i met him. we met and we headed to changi beach. to mich: this explains y we were not fated to meet at bugis. haha. so, off to changi. ouh tempat sunguh kenangan. so aniways, we chatted and chatted. and somehow, god knows y, i kept thinking about dd. hais.. its just so sad and i feel guilty dat im not giving a 100% concentration to jack n kept thinking about dd. i just couldn't stop thinking bout him. if i tell you dat i dont hate him, its a lie. well, jack was nice. we went home early cause he was late to meet his members. = wen i reach home, momy kinda scolded me.

momy: y you come home so early? waste of time you know you go out den come home early

nysa(I): huh? go home late, noisy. go home early noisy. aiya dont go home ar next time! haha

momy:(ignoring me)

well, it was a nice day out, but when i came back to reality. i couldn't stop thinking bout dd and just felt like crying. finally calm down when i talk to him. hais.. i hate this feeling. i swear! it will take time for me to forget bout him. but im confident i will do it. with de support from ling2, family and frens. im sure i can. che de bah..

sunday were off to grandfathers place. atoks healthy. *alhamdulillah* den we were off to pp, shop around. and bought my white tote bag from mango. uhh.. i so love it la ok. den we shop somemore, got my tumbler. so im happy 2day. n ya, we played arcaed to! loves! went home n zZzZ after dat..

2day schools was damn tiring. i broke my rule of not sleeping in lectures or tutorial 2day. i couldn't take it and slept at biology lect. our immune system is a total bore i swear! bought curlers with pj 2! n pj did'nt kill me 2day, like i had imagined and dream(or should i say nightmare) ystd! a total relief! ok mayb im a bit TOO paranoid. hah! after school took a train down to TM with wei qi. went to mango and bought myself a jeans. haa! n now im broke. really. saw a bag from 77th street(anoder jeans weiqi?) and taught of buying it. BUT i did'nt bring out my money! ouh shucks! went home aftr dat. i swear my hp is killing me!! mak oi, mati la ku!