kill me

it really hurts.

yes it does.

cyber can really be damn hurting.

words are different from what one says face to face.

my heads killing me.

im drained out by all de emotions thrown to me.

i feel like breakin down.

but ive to keep on being strong.

but if anything were to happen,

i have no one to blame but myself.

for once i was not even a fren to de person i truly love.

im tryin my best. nope. i had enough of trying..

i want to change.

n if its true wad dey say about action speaks louder den word

im goin to prove to you

what nisa say is true.

change for de better n hopefully to get de one i want back.

i had enough of crying and sulking.

you know wad nisa?

you deserve this.

like one say

"if youre my bf right, i'll already slap your face you know"

so y didnt he?

i think it'l complete my suffering.

-_-'

so thank god for me, he dont touch a girl.

so bottom line is,

im truly sorry.

im changing n i hope youre still gonna be dere for me.

i still love you you know.

n wherever you are right now,

i hope everythings goin well for you.

please dont forget your meal.

till den, i miss you very much bacin!

menangis hati ku

menangis.

kill me

skills test1

ever felt so tired n stress over things

till you feel like puking for god noes y?

gosh.

im feeling dat way now.

n its a sucky feeling i swear!

i wana puke!

BLUUUUEEEKKK...

=\

its 1am n i stil have no update

on dat someone.

mane org tk risau?

ouh wells.

theres always a limit 2 every patience given.

anws..

pract skil 1 was done in 5min.

n i pass..

n so did everyone in de class.

alhamdulillah.=))

now im cramping my brain up for

skills test 2 n theory test.

both dis friday.

suke suke suke.

=\

wells. exams timetable are up,

n i have 6written exams to study on.

my stress mechanism are up

but i guess my brain still dosent wana compensate

by studying now.

ouh wells.

chill pill nisa..

ok ppl.

im off now.

geting some shut eyes.

-___-ZzzZ

n i hope i dont fall sick.

plz la body..

now cannot la..

n i hope we can

beat de odds

together.

lychee

Bacin!

LooK!

LyCheEEeeEe...

whee..

ok enough..

god noes y i put this lil innocent fruit on.

but i guess bf noe's=))

had a lil tiff with him just now.

so i hope dis would bring at least a smile 2 him..

c'mon.. i know you nak senyumm..

senyum je la.. alalala..

hehehe..

kk. enough nisa..

bf's working 2night till 11PM.

sunguh lmbt kn?

i know.

but ouh wels..

nisa needs to learn how to eat de chill pill..

relak la gal..

y so serious.

*rolls eyes*

heh..

back 2 skul.

mgmt n adult nursing presentation are all done.

alhamdulillah.

=))

my nursing skills practical 1 will be done next week, tuesday.

so in a glance of next week..

2 skills practical.

one theory test

one presentation.

i like i likes..-_-'

so im going to be a good girl 2moro (saturday) n stay @ home 2 study..

kuai right?

i know.-_-'

ouh wells.

im stil waiting patiently for bf 2 reach home.

till den,

i'll find something to do.

ouh ouh..

n you know wad..

dis is my 100th post!!

everyone shout

HOORRAAHHH!!!

heh.

seriously, enough nisa..

ok

lots of love 2 everyone..

ouh wait!!

i miss my gf's..

ystd i saw old-time videos..

alahai..

nk jumpe you all la..

can not??

darling ling ar??

zyma sayang ar??

mane krg menhilang nie ekh??

-_-'

i get an update on alyn redi..

de rest smua..

senyap..

apada..

n nabx. u also huh..

lost..

call me soon loveS!

ok.. im for real now.

toodles ya'll!!

lots of love!

=))

im gonna cherish

de chance

n change

=))

picnic

picnic filled with balloons.

with beloved family and friends..

can i have this for my birthday?

1packet of super ring cost only $1.

tk mahal right??

hehe..

pretty preety plz...

as you all notice. im damn bored.

just cant get myself to tune up to studying.

mcm ape tah kn? i know.

heh..

dala. im gona try now.

bye ppl..

n i took de 3rd bus home

thinking you will

change your

mind.

bacin050709

he entered my life=))

Abdul Rahman Bin Mahfod,

youre mine.

ahaha..

n n deres no turnin back!

*evil laughters*

ok enough nisa..

im happy with him. really.

eventhough his sometimes too protective n sensitive.

inside my heart.

im just smiling!=))

sumpa nisa tk tau asl. heh.

i just feel so comfortable being around him.

i can sing my nursery ryhmes n i sing songs to him.

i just dont dare to dance with him..

itu tk leh ekh you..=P

ouh.. he have seen me eat.

if you know what i mean..

*winks*

lalallaa....

enough on him. you'll get to know him sooner or later.

im sure.=)

skuls draining me up.

till de point dat i feel someone have actually drain my blood out.

good imagination? i know. heh.

mgmt presentation up 2moro.

adult nursing 5 presentation up de next day.

followed by nursing skills practical 1 this friday.

fun right?

nisa's overjoyed..

really..

-_-'

ok la ppl.

im off to do final read through on my slides,

n wait patiently for bacin to finish getting his bath.

suke nisa 2ngu..=)

dala. good night ya'll..

i just love to lie down n hear de

sounds of your hearbeat

with de waves

of de beach.