we rarely quarrel.

never once we shouted at each other.

we grew up 2gether under one roof.

i always taught you guys were understanding.

but i doubt you are.

gosh im 18years old!

not 18MONTHS!

i can walk, i can talk, n i KNOW what i am doing!

they say, the best way to realise your mistakes is to go through them.

ouh gosh.

i know im de only girl in de family.

i know you cherish me very much.

i know you love me.

i know you care for me.

but sometimes, de way you care for me enables me to breathe.

controlling every move i take?

no. that's not de way.

i envy my friends who can do whatever dey want. whenever they want.

you gave me freedom here n dere.

yes, thank you.

but sometimes,

what you think is enough for me,

is NOT. Really..

i hope i get this feeling out of my mind pronto.

but it had been lingering in my mind eversince day1.

i just hope god gives me de strength to just ignore this.

n i hope he can open up de hearts of them. amin.

ben n jerry please...