week 7 was a bumpy week for cliques. everyone was tired and stress up. causing most of dem having crappy feelings. but at de end of de day, we still had fun laughin at god knows wad. haha. so skills theory n skills are over! wuuts! so happy. n alhamdulillah i pass my skills. =))

next up:

*biology

*statistics

*research

*pharmaco ICA.

all this before i can have my 2weeks of break. not really break cause when skul re-open, i have so much more ICA n test due! aisey!=/

friday had a really random trip to bugis. was'nt really dress up n was only dress up 2 skul. with me bein selekeh we went to bugis n walk around. but i think its just bugis. there's nothing dere. so we went to j.co 2 slack. had 3donuts n black forest ice-blend for dinner. ouh. how sweet.. we just talk n talk of our problems. wait. i dont have a problem. really. enta la. nvrm. ouh well, went home early. im really tryin 2 make my family happy with me again. by comin home early n sticking to de time dey give me to enjoy outside. n hopefully dey'll understand and insyallah will give me longer curfew. hee.. maybe overnightin as well?? hee. fat hopes! =P

2day met up with faten to grab n go ANP book. gee. bio makin me crazy! lalalala.... den went to yishun to meet up with hafiy. hafiy's driving me insane! haha. k la. his sweet enough to carry my book for me. hee.. went to do my eyebrow n his eyebrow to.. ouh n i met up with syuk. as in just to say hi. hee. his still as cute as ever. hee. opz! did i just say dat? ok. im confuse. hee.. well, went to AMK hub to get footwears n den off to yishun back n den to tamp. imran was sweet enough to wait 4 me at tamp just to walk me home. awwss.. sweet la 2. hee. thank you so much!=))


ok. lets just have this random writing. since i only post on weekends. it really kills me softly inside when i see my friends cry. my girlfriends cry. i really love dem so much. n i just want them to know they are special. i want them to have fun like me. hee.. i dont want them to think so much. c'mon girls were girls. remember you told me once that were modern woman, n we cant show them how weak we are? c'mon lets be strong ok loves! i really love you my cuppy cakes! hee.. i'm here always when you need me. n if you wanna cry, my shoulders are here 4 u. n i just bought tissues. soyeah! im here 4 u babe! love you like always..

a new phobia:

people falling

in love

with

me.

lalala.. lets update on my week.

wednesday. met up with lovely girls. was a short meet up but we updated on everythin and anything. love doin dis. we shall do it again some other time ok! missing you girls already! n ya! lunch was on zyma! so much thx! hee..

friday went home with imran. had dinner @ ljs AGAIN. but nvrm. not complainin. hee. n yes cliques, it was nice! hee. but again, im just here to make friends with everyone. not really plannin to settle with one. y have A guy fren when you can make frens with lots of guy? right right?? hee..

saturday mornin met up with fai. ouh yes dat guy. had long to meet him. so yeah. was nice. met up with his other frends. i got it from my mama. hee. they are some bunch of idiots. ops.. no la. nice guys n gal. mats can be emo you know. dey were listening to trance, hip hop, r&b. ok that's normal. n out of a sudden this eng sentimental song came out. haha. alahai you all cute lar.. hee..

sunday which is like today, was out to expo with my mom n lil bro. did'nt find anythin nice. hee.. so home..

ok. pics..

him: n you still look much more preetier in

your pj's n nothin on your face.

*smiles*

we rarely quarrel.

never once we shouted at each other.

we grew up 2gether under one roof.

i always taught you guys were understanding.

but i doubt you are.

gosh im 18years old!

not 18MONTHS!

i can walk, i can talk, n i KNOW what i am doing!

they say, the best way to realise your mistakes is to go through them.

ouh gosh.

i know im de only girl in de family.

i know you cherish me very much.

i know you love me.

i know you care for me.

but sometimes, de way you care for me enables me to breathe.

controlling every move i take?

no. that's not de way.

i envy my friends who can do whatever dey want. whenever they want.

you gave me freedom here n dere.

yes, thank you.

but sometimes,

what you think is enough for me,

is NOT. Really..

i hope i get this feeling out of my mind pronto.

but it had been lingering in my mind eversince day1.

i just hope god gives me de strength to just ignore this.

n i hope he can open up de hearts of them. amin.

ben n jerry please...

croc

nothin much to post. seriously. im always on de compt. BUT! i'll be doin my ICA's.

sick n tired of diabetes n peptic ulcer. really. getting so bored of it. hee.. currently de leader for pharmaco ICA. n i have to compile everyone's work n put it up on powerpoint. currently waiting for WQ to send me de sldes we had discussed. soya.

dis semester had been very tiring. last sem i had made a record of sleepin in class ONCE! dat includes lecture. now.. almk.. cannot seh. beEn sleEpin seh. lectures are so dry but yet very important. -_-'

crocs @ singapore expo. pj=great company. pack with people! great buys! long ques! air-con was free! damn. i'l be goin again. heE.

airport 2day. met up with ada dearest. hesitated to go due to conflict with my mom. but eventually went. ada! you miss de fun we had la! nvrm, will be doin dis again on dec! hee..

atok believe me when i say i goin LONDON! hee.. loveS!

ok i'll be goin now. heE.

stop starin and make de move.

next thing to do; smile.=))

muhammad fadhil

I can't wait for you anymore. goodbye my dear.

You know the truth behind this

the truth behind this smile

You know I've loved you for years on end

I've loved you for a long while

Every waking moment I spent for you

Every breath I took was to see if you noticed

Every poem I wrote was about my confusion

In my heart I know you'll never know I wrote this

I just can't keep waiting for you anymore

My heart has been in distress

I have a feeling that you care for me as well

But I can't stay caught up in this mess

You were too blind to see, in those three years I spent

Too blind to see that the only thing I wanted was you

We came so close but it never happened, did it?

Now sadly this time it has to end, it's true.

I can't put my heart through it anymore

I can't keep crying myself to sleep at night

I need to be happy with someone else

Because you could never make things right

He's a part of my life now and the other night

I saw that look that you gave to me

The one that showed how disappointed you were

But how many times have you disappointed me

I waited forever for you and showed you in every way

That I would be faithful and loving forever

But you looked past it and took your time

Never thinking about the future endeavor

I can't wait for you anymore

Who knows what the future will hold

There won't be an "us" for sometime now

Our love is a story that will remain untold.

~Riley

alot of things hapPen dis week. really alot.

schools beEn busy as usual. anti-ulcer agent was S*#T. end up it was mucosal barrier fortifier. ouh i will remember dis 4 life! heE. now im trying to figure out when my ICA's are due. i hope im not late. hee. ouh well, cliques made my day thru skul a brief. so ya, smiles!

met up with syuk ystd. headed to town n slack. literally rot. sat down n talk n talk n talk. hee.. zyma n wawan met up later in de evening. arcade was a boredom to me. heE. lets just let de pics do de talkin.

life had beEn a roller-coaster. dd wont be msgin me so soon. he called me up on my cell n let me listen to a song he specially created for me. =)) n after de song, was a long silent n immediately a goodbye. he text me. after months of waitin, he finally told me that he loves me. gosh. those 3words made me cry. but ouh well, its too late boy. just too late. he told me to move on. he wishes me luck n told me to take care of myself. im currently readin his msg n im tearin deEp inside. ouh nvrm. everythin hapPens for a reason. i cant wait 4 20o9. a brand new year awaits me. n whatever dd msg me, dosen't affect whats happening in 20o9. soya. heE.

meiling dearest posted a whole bulletin on me.

http://www.friendster.com/bulletin.php?bid=94737260&uid=7347589

n i am so damn touch. =)) suke seh nmpk name nisa terpampar! hee.. love ya! meEt up soon. n i got a reason to meet you dis wEek. heE.

PICTURES!

i don't think that was a

final goodbye.

im kinda lost.. -_-' hee..

well, last friday met zyma after school. walked around at suntec. make frens with dis guy called afiq. n zyma made frens with husni. (i think im right) heE. walk ard n den we seperated @ esplanade. met up with kak ana, kak ayu n abg amy. =)) watch ungu concert. it was spectacular! so nice! heE. pics soon..

saturday met up with fai. his attitude was a total turn off! i swear! =\ den met up with ada's family n aunty yan's family. had bowling session n den ate @ rubinah (ada, its open! hee.) home after dat.

sunday family walk to TM to eat swensen. this is our first time travelling without vehical. soya. hilarious walking with de guys! =)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARMAN! whee..=))

den to mak long house. home. ok. pics..

*MAIA RAHMAN*

*TAUFIQ BATISAH*

n lalala... happiness!!

i go goo-goo-gaa-gaa whenever

i hear your

name