kiddy me

[[ I didn't talk till de age of four' n couldn't stop till den. Heh. ]]

on suria' deres an advert on nur familia.

where dey talk on lil kids having de tendency to not being able to talk.

or sth like dat la.

kurang pasti i.

so' my dad began to tell me de story.

which i have heard it a couple of time

but didnt mention it here.

so here goes.

=)

so as you can see from de "title"

i didnt talk till de age of four.

not even a single word being said..

so i went to nursery.

n btw' kinderland mp still rocks!=P

n one fine day, i came home talking

n till den i couldn't stop.

i only did stop talking when i was asleep or sick.

n my sleeping habit?

i sleep anywhere.

literally anywhere.

they found me on de bike, toilet, pram. anywhere.

so when dey hear silence,

dey search de whole house for me..

terharu i..

=)

hah' till now.

dey live up to de same expacts..

when im quiet in de house,

dey noe im havin a prob'

n dey will automatically drop ques for me to tell them wad happen.

heh.

smiles to de family~

so, i wonder if dey ever regretted dat day.

n if ever my friends regretted having me able to talk.

huhuhu..

my friends also get de idea..

whenever i just feel like shuting my mouth for one day.

at least one of dem' hu are close or not..

will ask me if im sick.

hee..

loving acquintance i have~

ok. so regrets or no regrets.

im glad i can talk..

lalallalaala..

toodles ya'll..

i love playin

catching.

=P

"Isn't it ironic? We ignore de ones who adores us, adore de ones who ignore us. Love de ones who hurts us and hurt de ones who love us"

-Facebook.

yer.. ironic sunguh..

-_-''

him: she's very nice.. i think she's a nurse..

her: *smiles* hmm. yeaps. i am a student nurse.

him: see. no wonder shes nice. youre very sweet.. thank you.

her: *smiles widely*

allalalalaa..

syg kw tau..

can i steal you for one day?

one day je..

hee..

youre de sweetest and most politest of dem all.

and you made my day=D

take good care of adik okies lil' one!=))

Dekni gile kat kau

ke dik?

i love my mom=))

her mom: "ala, guys come and go lar.. "

4lowed by long talks on relationship.

baik la mama..

thanks for de advice yeR!=D

means his not meant for you

move on ar..

lalalala..

via; my tickled pink

just to let all my friends know

how im doing..

im OKAE!

perfectly fine.=))

bout de previous negativity posts??

they are just cause of de weather..

mood swings.

hee..

anw, thanks for askin

hee.

=)

"u nak buat i benci

you ekh?"

`mayb?

"Maybe it's true what they say. There are those people you encounter in life who you never really get over. No matter how many other better people you meet, people who treat you better and love you better, in the back of your mins, there is always that person who you can't quite forget. "

half day of workin with my dady is tiring.

seriously..

im getting hunch-back sooner or later..

heh.

something is bothering me.

but i noe, i have to get a grib on my life

before questioning de other.

de kids are keeping

me preoccupied.

bird-bird bye.

shutup and let me go

have you ever had a friend who just recovered from a break-up?

or is suffering from acute depression? (=P)

how they keep on talking about their previous relationship

over and over again.

and become very whiny over small lil things.

de sudden outburst of attitude (both visible and invisible)

and every SINGLE day cause youre stuck with her,

you have to hear her rant and become emotionally depressed

over something which is over?

one minute or lets say, one week ago she was perfectly fine..

laughing, cursing and ever ready to move on.

and suddenly today, she's down again

n you know you have to start hearing her whining all over again..

feel like asking her to just shut de hell up right?

or just feel like giving her a slap on her face telling to her to wake up!

like hello!! its over!! fuck him! fuck you! SHUT UP!!!

ever faced in that situation?

now im that girl.

i tried to control myself and keep quiet and not mention anything..

but i couldn't.

all i could do was go on n yek yek yek over things.

n im glad 2 of my friends cum cuzin stayed on.

Adda n Diana; I love you gals.

thank you so much.

=))

im trying to stop..

trust me..

i am..

all i need now,

is my appetite and my sleep back..

before my dady or mom talks to me bout aneroxic and how pretty i am now.

*smiles to de family~

i miss ranting to my darling and sygs.

via meet-ups or phone.

miss de long hours talking to you gals on de phone all night.

ouh. please la meet up soon can?

so.. subconsciously or whatever it is..

you really love him huh?

-speechless.

No im not jealous

nor im angry..

im just Disgusted..

vomitus bag please.

fuck you

apple

"Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree."

-tumbler

=)

had a blast this weekend. its always fun to have your cousin sleepover.

the never ending talks, laughter and not forgeting farts n burbs n some unsightly stufs..

haha. yes. farts. =P

bake cupcakes for adda's mom with fulll of tensions from my mom.

something tells me that my confidence level is goin down.

but glad everything turn out well for a first-timer.=D

nuff said. im glad my appetite is slowly toning down.

oreo ice-blend sedaps ar!!

lalallaalaa..

toodles ya'll.

i have to get over

the sound.

fast.

love yourself

"De lil' things that make you different are de things that make you beautiful."

-beautiful girls.

you don't need to be a beauty queen.

skinny, busty, tall, mampat, bla bla bla..

you are beautiful de way you are.

don't let anyone change you..

ive learn from my past relationship,

and if ever a guy or whoever can't accept you for who you really are.

they dont deserve de best of you.

im sick and tired of hearing other girls better den me.

i shall be who i wana be.

and i love who i am. (ok, self-proclaim sikit)

that said,

hi.. im anisa..

im a short immature girl and im a very messy kid.

ouh.. n i know i look 15-16 but really i am 19!*giggles

nice to meet you=))

ouh, im not only talking

bout you.

tumbler are loves

i used to miss you so much

but it never seemed like you missed me.

And I guess because of it I stopped missing you

family

someone ask me what significant, event which happen that make you love your family so much?

family which includes your nuclear family, and extended family.
extended family which include patrilineal and matrilineal.
in simple form, your maternal and paternal side..



and i answered


always being there for me.

my family had never fail to be dere for me all de time.
supporting me and backing me up whenever i fall..

so we continued and study boout de
functions of de family.



i guess im just very thankful that i have such forgiving family.
i never think that i had ever made my family proud of me.
i never taught of a time where my parents can say "that's my girl"

but yet, they have always been dere to catch me when i fall
and give me 100% support of everythin i have done.
and de most important thing..
accepting me for who i am.
=))

n a promise

everyday i'll try my best to do something
and make my family smile.
if dats de only thing i can do..
i shall do it everyday..

n ps.

i decided to stop waiting

at de place i use

to wait for

you..

de eyes

an old friend of mine saw this pic

while chating with me online.

"u looking kinda sad, and kinda tired in the display pic"

"senyum pun, mcm berat gitu...mcm using lots of energy to try to smile"

like real?? it can be seen in my pics?

sheesh..

i guess my eyes says it all..

im tired.

i keep wanting to fall asleep in de afternoons.

my giddy spells are coming in.

my bedtime is not regular

n at times i cant fall asleep thinking bout everything.

n sometime Mr. T put me to sleep'

n therefore you see de eyes puffy in de morn.

sheesh~

i have to stop thinking too much'

start letting go off all negative emotions.

get back to my bedtime which is bed by 1o.30' latest 11.

ahh.. i think dat will do de trick.=)

ouh n maybe switch off my phone.

neh' just switch to silent.

cause i know,

de one dat i wana talk to,

wont call.

n thousand of irritating ones will call n disturb.

eish..

ouh wells.

good night everyone..

who say moving on

was easy?

fruit cake

just finish something therapeutic.

i guess theres something nice bout

measuring, sifting and put everything on high speed.

bam bam bam.

n knowing that you cant be upset on anything

n just have to keep on smiling

even though you doubt de ending will even be nice. =\

my fruit cake in de oven set for an hour @ 150`C

my hands and leg have at least a lil of butter.

typical messy nisa.

wad do you expect?

hee..

so im now patiently and keenly

waiting for it to be ready.

n hopefuly it'll turn out well.

heh.=P

i feel like asking

n' get over

it

imy

everyone craves for her

but she only craves for one person.

his not perfect.

moody on rainy days

hot-tampered on somedays

cheeky and pampered de rest of de time.

but why does her heart

keep falling back to de same guy?

why was it so easy for her to

fall in love and got her heart broken

by de same guy?

im abit hangover by Mr. T.

therefore i guess, you see this post.

had alot of reflection goin on.

and all i can keep wonderin is why.

bloody why.

why must dey even invent a word "why"

ahh..

i really dono why de sudden breaking down after sucha long time.

when usualy i use to take dat kinda comment, easily and laugh my ass out.

phuck. i need to stop.

but when?

tell me if youre done

with de game.