hari rayer

SELAMAT HARI RAYER


kawan kawan!

i'll take this opportunity to say im sorry to everyone out dere.

yes, i may have been a lil irritating bitch.

crapping. irritating. noisy lil bitch.

heh.

so if ever i have done anything wrong to you.

nk menyusun jari i nie, utk minta maaf kat you all you all..

=))

hari rayer with family minus 1

have been pretty awesome.

my room is all spanking clean right now.

im so proud of dat you know!

huhuhu..

im getting real bored at home.

deres not much things to be done.

im just awaiting for replies from all de companies i send my resume to.

lembabs ar krg. =\

so besides dat,

im just looking wondering thinking about everything in life.

reflecting bout everything.

heh.

ok no more emo for me.

im doin perfectly fine.

cant you see de smile?

*winks~

p.s.

your boyfriend's flirting

with me.

karma karma karma

"see la. last time people really want you, you break their heart. make them cry. see now your turn to cry"

this was said to me after telling syuk about my fail relationship

(of course in malay and harsher ar.=\)

ahh..

life is playing de sweetest game called karma.

i like.. -_-''

soyes.

i had break guys heart.

and now its my turn.

i got my heart broke by de guy i loveD.

guys are making me cluless these days.

one day, i smile.

de next day im just okae...

suke la..

ouh wells. living by de day.

single's life for me..=))

n yes boy,

im not ready to be someones girl now.

so, before you say i hurt your feelings,

get it right ok!

mane semua pergi ekh?

sedih aku.

dats about it.

couldn't find de perfect poem to translate how i feel.
so here is de one.
specialy from me.



what can i do to make things right?
cause im just lying here awake all night
thinking when youre coming back to hold me tight
and to tell me that everything will be alright.=)


you used to tell me im not like the other girls
im special in all ways.
now you tell me im a mess
n all im left with is why's

will do whatever it takes
for you to be happy
even if it hurts
im willing to take de plunge

now im taking a step back
while i see you smile
thinkin how de smile
use to be mine

i guess you'll be okay
with de hands of another.
take her on de cable car ride
i hope she'll hold on you tight

'cause she'll be de reason i cry
every single night
thinkin bout what we use to had
that makes me go on cloud nine.

all im left is memories
off you and me
both bitter and sweet
you use to be my honey bee

all i wish for now
n ever hope for
is for you to come home
n be my one and only bum bum.

ouh. n i did something so tk tau malu.

so dat he'll be able to read this.

heh.

ouh well..

after this.

im goin to stand up and smile.

thanks for de show.=))

brighten me

up people.

=P