“ There are things in life that never last. But the truth is, you never lost them until you let them go. Life is about choice: hanging on, holding back, letting go. Some things do last if you just let them, and if they let you. ”

#inthemidstofthinking

hello Blog!

i have long to see you' n you have long to see me.

so hello! hehe..

so just a lil update on life.

Alhamdulillah my life in Nyp as a nursing student

is finally over.

yes' i had finally graduate!!

*Screams and jump out loud*

Which equals to i survive 3months of pure shift work in ward 64.

which includes Night duty.

de best ward and will always be! dey mould me to be a better nurse.

thank you nurses! thank you doctors!

thank you patients' both sweet and nasty.

for all of you had shown me de meaning of nursing and had

groom me to be a better person then yesterday.

n i'll bring the lesson i've learnt to life and whil cherish all moments with all of you..

BEST best BEST!!

For now' im cleaning and running errands for home..

ouh yes' SELAMAT BERPUASE TO ALL MY MUSLiMS FRIENDS!

no more vulgarities ekh..

maki2 one corner ok!

no gossip2 jugak.

lepas buka' gossip la krg..

during' tahan okie!!

i love you all=)

n maybe i'll be back with my siti's delight team.

im just awaiting de time dey need me. hee..

so im still single

n guys never fail to hurt me.

ouh wells' moving on=')

tommorow shall go hunting for all my baking needs.

hopefully i'll get everything..

for now' i shall watch or go to sleep.

selamat malam kawan2..

it will take me time

to move on.

i'll try.

via; inthemidstofthinking

cause to me everyone is beautiful in their own way.
so if you just had a bad day'
SMiLE cause youre worth more den dat grumpy face.

anws' its TGIF today.
so today everyone should be smiling..



i cant wait for 630PM
so i can get ready and change and go to the airport.


cause im goin ja ja ja JAKARTA!!
wuuutts..

though im goin for just 3days
its still worth de break!


im goin to shop for my cloths for rayer
n shop for any other thing that catches my eye.
hee..





take care dear people'
love nisa..=))

note to self';

you're a

confuse

girl.

Look Closer - A Nurse's Reply
Liz Hogben


What do we, you ask, what do we see ?
Yes, we are thinking when looking at thee!
We may seem to be hard when we hurry and fuss,
But there's many of you and too few of us.
We would like far more time to sit by you and talk,
To bath you and feed you and help you to walk,
To hear of your lives and the things you have done;
Your childhood, your husband, your daughter, your son,
But time is against us, there's too much to do-
Patients too many and nurses too few.
We grieve when we see you so sad and alone,
With nobody near you, no friends of your own.
We feel all your pain, and know of your fear
That nobody cares now your end is so near.

But nurses are people with feelings as well,
And when we're together, you'll often hear tell
Of the dearest old Gran in the very end bed,
And the lovely old Dad, and the things that he said,
We speak with compassion and love, and feel sad
When we think of yours and the joy that you've had.
When the time has arrived for you to depart,
You leave us behind with an ache in our heart.

When you sleep the long sleep, no more worry or care,
There are other old people, and we mist be there.
So please understand if we hurry and fuss--
There are many of you and too few of us.

a very sweet and real poem by a nurse.

yes yes.. well said in a poem.=)

side note' my fav uncle passed away yesterday.

now no more uncle to disturb..

no more kacau2.

uncle! gua rindu lu la!

lu mana pegi..

*sobx*

n my patient who i admitted died 2day morning..

now no need to advice

'uncle' you have to turn turn.. later your pantat got red red..'

*SOBS*

please please' no more last offices tomorrow please.

doin in-charge 2moro. so do good to me ok ward 48?

ok nytes ya'll..

i'm being the old me. whoever who wanna

say anything be my guest.

cause people like you'

dont matter to me.

make it bigger if you wish to see..

today was a pretty wet typical saturday.

where all plans backfired

and guys are just a pain in de arse..

but side note..

my roti john cheese @ changi made my day.

blessed to have a family who knows just how to make me smile..

N goin on to FB and seeing the best wall post ever.

made my day really2 awesome..

its just nice to know that im blessed with wonderful people around me

whom i noe will be dere to catch me.

n people who loves me..

i swear i could have teared more.

esp after watchin a video linked by my bro..

SYTYCD video dance on breast cancer..

talkin bout cancer.

everyday hearing someone suffering from cancer

is a real pain..

patients who are in pain crying for help.

along de corridors are just relatives crying away.

trying their best not to show their love ones(de patient) their emotions..

having to clean up someone who pass away of cancer.

as young as 23 yrs old.

its real sad..

so' be thankful for whatever you have now people..

cherish those around you.

love them whole heartedly...

n if possible..

show it..

so again..

Thank you family..

Thank you ADDA' Kak Nana N Diana..

Thank you roti john cheese..

for these 3 things made my day special

n makin me smile..

for i love you all much2..

im going to sleep now.

experementing on a new cream cheese brownie CM..

nytes..

i gave you a chance

you blew it.

Tomorrow shall be de start of my clinical postings.

1month of gerontology @ SGH ward 48

followed by

3months of PRCP @ hopefully de ward ive asked for.

i really hope my skills are not lost.

since i have long to be out on attachments.

well' at least i still can fit in my 2unis...

de rest are all too short n tight fitting.

see la' last time miang wad..

sigh..

Well' all de best to those doing their attachments 2moro..

see you in de hospt peopLe!

Love Love..

now im getting

worried.